is relief a bad feeling? to know that you dont have to feel the weight under your skin anymore. to have those lines in the sand washed away as your guilt, 'bad decisions and tornado of inner self and trust' arrives at shore. you now are looking out on life as an open, blue blanket of water. the ocean with so many opportunities just waiting to be stumbled upon and now I look up into the sky, so filled with careless thought and wonder and question whether or not there is something I am missing, something in the bigger scheme of things. but now i'm ready to take a chance, which is like a picture , it would be nice if I just took one. A good one. but according seeing as my pictures, those chances, aren't going to take me anywhere. but I know your wrong, so wrong. I know that the chance I'm taking on him is oging to be the best chance I am ever going to take, and I know he supports me in what I want to do. because the chances I am taking for you, aren't getting me places.
but in the words of T Swift, "someday i'll be living in a big old city, and all you're ever gonna be is mean, someday i'll be big enough so you can't hit me and all your ever gonna be so mean; and a liar, and pathetic and alone in life and mean."
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