deds to just-smileology

hey you.
yes you. stop being unhappy with yourself. you are perfect just the way you are. stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing people would like you as much as they like someone else. stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you. stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your quirks. love them. without those things you wouldn't be you, and why would you want to be anyone else? be confident with who you are. smile, laugh. it will draw attention to you, and draw people in. if anyone hates on you because you are happy with yourself, then stick your middle finger in the air and say screw it. my happiness will not depend on others anymore. i'm happy because i love who i am, i love my flaws, my imperfections. they make me me. and to me, 'me' is pretty amazing.

To Couples;

You're not gonna promise to each other that you will not disappoint one anotherm, because at some point you will. What is important is that you don't go away, you don't escape, you don't just leave one another just because you were disappointed.
That's be meaning of fidelity.

who do you think i am?

these tears are running down my face, like i feel i am running away from you. today i didnt want to do anything but love you but don't think i'm your ghost, because i am not losing the love that i love the most.

a major blow to the head

"There is no need to be afraid, are you still?"
"No, I'm really not."

"Well good."

"So is it safe to say I love you?"

"Yes, because I love you too Elizabeth Fodor."

it was 8:34 on February 21, 2011 when we uttered the words. & from where you are by lifehouse was playing on my stereo.

irresistable

"I can feel my heart is slowing, creeping through the doors of my castle walls"

queezy

just looking at you maes me feel lost, & no i'm not gettin glost in your eyes ; i just the fact that i don't know you , i don't know where to find you heart anymore.

we complicate eachother

love is complicated, freedom is easy.

my horoscope for today

You love jumping in with both feet first, and the deep, dark lake of love is your favorite dipping spot! But if you’re considering going full throttle in a relationship that is currently just revving on the starting line, stop. Spend the next few days by yourself and consider if this match really is woth the work of taking it to another level. If it’s just casual fun, trying to make it into more will leave everyone with a bad taste in their mouth.  If, after a good solid 72 hour assessment, you’re feeling pretty good about moving forward, then, by all means, jump on it.

reaaally ? cause i call bullsh*t.

fight for your inches, because i know i'm fighting for mine

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your...
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep us strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through move along

move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceivin
All the days held in your...
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

when every thing is wrong, we move along
when every thing is wrong, we move along
along, along (we move along),along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do.
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along

Just to make through,
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do.
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Just to make through,
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do.
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

Right back what is wrong
We move along

bleeding hearts

i deserve better than to be told i'm a 'slut'. i know that, you don't know anything; thats the difference.

so no, i don't deserve to be stabbed, you do.

i call this club Titanic cause its going down

i know that there isn't anything to be afraid of, afraid to tell you, but truth is, i too am terrified. so when i say this, please dont take advantage of it. im now on my knees begging please, ive been so good to you and youve taken the time to be so good to me; dont leave me out here to dry please. so many tears i have cried, my eyes are finally done stinging. because of you. for you. there is so much that i want to tell you, so much i want to tell you, tell you that you have uncoded it all, thanks DaVinci.

bend down touch your toes and just glide

i hope we never change.

everyday might not be good, but there is something good in everyday



for paigey

when you lose someone, someone you love, when they break your heart, its the hardest thing you could ever go throu. and no matter how much time has passed, it never actually goes away. you may think youre getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest, you fall apart, for the hundredth time, and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. you love this person with all your heart, even though you know you shouldn't, they hurt you worse than youve ever been hurt, they stold your happiness. but yet, you still want them. other people come along and give you chances to move on, and in my case i couldn't be more happy. but in your case you can't, or dont want to. it upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would, and even if they broke all their promises, you want to keep yours. on top of that, your terrified, terrified of getting hurt again, like me. but its not like it matters anyway right? at the end of the day youre still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken, you dont want to miss them anymore, you dont want to love them anymore, but you know you always will.

just because i know how you feel love, i'm so very glad that i dont feel like this anymore. dylan has made me so happy, and yaaah i am terrified of getting hurt, and i am begging that that doesnt happen. on my knees begging, because i dont want to go through that all over again. So dylan when you read this, yes, i am going to do everything in my power to keep up alive, like the fire in paiges heart for michael, still lit.

<3

( I feel for you babe, if you ever wanna talk }

lhkgkg

Me; don't hate the player hate the game!
Dyl; i love the game & i really like the player

& but to be perfectly honest i love this kid to death .

you have pointed out my flaws again as if i dont already see them

is relief a bad feeling? to know that you dont have to feel the weight under your skin anymore. to have those lines in the sand washed away as your guilt, 'bad decisions and tornado of inner self and trust' arrives at shore. you now are looking out on life as an open, blue blanket of water. the ocean with so many opportunities just waiting to be stumbled upon and now I look up into the sky, so filled with careless thought and wonder and question whether or not there is something I am missing, something in the bigger scheme of things. but now i'm ready to take a chance, which is like a picture , it would be nice if I just took one. A good one. but  according seeing as my pictures, those chances, aren't going to take me anywhere. but I know your wrong, so wrong. I know that the chance I'm taking on him is oging to be the best chance I am ever going to take, and I know he supports me in what I want to do. because the chances I am taking for you, aren't getting me places.

but in the words of T Swift, "someday i'll be living in a big old city, and all you're ever gonna be is mean, someday i'll be big enough so you can't hit me and all your ever gonna be so mean; and a liar, and pathetic and alone in life and mean."

cause i dont what to know

& even though you were in a foreign country, how we are together couldn't feel more familiar, more natural.