cause your so cool , like the other side of my pelloow .

somehow, when I'm with you, I feel somewhat refreshed. like whenever we start to talk, somekind of, uuuh, river of ice flowing, steady through my veins. Because here I sit , and as you know I'm cold which makes sense if you think about it considering I'm always minus thirty . But see , I have a slight problem .. My blanket is 530km away , but I know there is another one sitting here , who if I am not mistaken , wouldn't mind warming me up . But hey , I'm not telepathic .

Siamese twins ?

hahahah , dylan . thats about all i have to say . except the fact that yes , i am willing to devote myself you to you so that you can make me a prodigy child lol . & i know your going to see this lol , so please , can we be attached at the hip till i get good at hockey ? (:

that is all .

fck yu too (:

 Throw me 6 under already. Whats the loss even? See, thats what confuses me, and leads me to temptation; is i dont't see a loss. So honestly for the hundredth time don't be afraid to hit me with that cold, hard, ton of bricks again, because guilt has never stopped you before, right? It is like your not even human, you really have no empathy for anyone, feeling for how someone else other than yourself feels.

so fuck you too buddy , i ' m done with your bullshit (:

some peoples children (:

at this point in time, smiling is about all i want to do. for two reasons;

1) I have Trey, who is constantly telling me how amazing, perfect, beautiful and funny i am. He is just one of those boys who has the heart the size of the sun, and when i try to give him a compliment all of them seem so miniscule in comparison. however he makes me feel literally and correct me if i'm, wrong, ' theee only girl in the woorrld ' <33 and whenever we talk, which is all day daiily, it is always about us. i know i know, two months of dating shouldn't be that serious, riiiight? well fuck you too (: i like him alot .

 2) hahahahha Dylan. quite this kid he is. there is a fair amount of talking we do, mostly about nothing however (: but when one of us actually has something serious to talk about, the other just happens to be in the mood to listen. which is weird if you ask me, i mean he is a grade twelve teenage boy who i don't always expect to listen, and somehow, everytime i have something to say, there is his, listening. aannnnd for the first time tonight i wanted to just plow that kid in the face cause for once, he didnt actually agree with me lol, but he did bring up a good point. for once (; hahha niight fool .

Sooo Trey, smile for me and keep on smiling. Becaause its for the days i hardly smile, i smile for you.

" you got my head spinning & i don't know where to go from heree "

The next Chef America ? I think so (:

Brayden is an amazing cook . we get to his house for lunch , then i find out that he loves to cook & just happens to be very good at it too ! so we get here right , he just knows right away what he is going to make , tuna sandwhiches (: ohhhhh my god . so fucking good lol . he is all like so yaaaah , i made garlic chicken last night for my mom , & my jaw practically hit the floor . anywaays , good cook Brayden Rowley is .

for the sky or for me ?

my head is spinning , & i ' m looking in every direction for you but your face isn't there . I feel your presence but i don ' t get the pleasure of seeing your beauty . I ' m breaking , my heart shattered like glass . Even at the single thought of you not being able to hold me , so baby ; reach for me .

remember it ..

Trey , i hope you see this at one point or another

Dylaaan ?

so this kid dylan [ total loser ;) ] is all like , i ' m soo sweet & errryone loves mee ! haha , just kidding fool (: your the best & i totaaly love our 100 minutes 2am phone calls lol . See , & he is always just so picky, like right now he for whatever reason thinks that the only thing i see in him is that he is a cocky little bitch ( which he is ) hahaa, & but to be perfectly honest i love this kid to death . I tell him everything , well i mean we have only really talked in decent conversations for like 2 months but , whatever . like he said though , & i agree with , it feels like we've known eachother for quite some time , jeeeez . But anyway i have better things to do then blog for you fool , so i am gonna end it here before i get carried away like all of my other blogs (:

thanks for being youu (:

Can you do me this one favor ?

one simple thing , please ? for me ?