you dont lose your mind. its not like you left if on the counter and it accidently got throw in the trash. it doesnt go for a walk one day and take a wrong left turn, and eventully find its way home. no. your mind cracks with each new tradgety you put yourself through, with each new heartbreak and each new smile. it doesnt take very long before all the cracks weaken its 'perfect' structure, and all of a sudden your mind finally shatters like ice. and the problem is that no matter how many different ways you try to put it back together, there will always be tiny pieces missing. each time you shatter and you put yourself back together, you lose apart of yourself. then finally, after a while, you wont recognize yourself when you look in the mirror. your not lost. you wont find yourself. your broken and i finally have him putting me back together the way it was intended.