a strangled smile fell from my face. I just want to be okay for you again, not that i really ever was. but just when i try to block you out, and think i've finally succeeded , here you come , allstar , destroying thes feelings i have for someone who matters. I try to forget about everything you say or don't say, take it in when i have to , then wash my mind clear like the ocean washes away the sandcastles on the beach. forget it all once it is over , because that is what i know is right for me . you have to ask questions , so i give you the answers , for the most part , only to be questioned further about whether that is the truth or not . If you don't find the need to believe me in the first place , dont bother asking me questions , or stating an opinion that i clearly couldnt care less about . you make me feel like a bag of shit , why can't you just see that ? " I hate girls . I don't know why I had four." Can you double take that to make it sound good, worthy of your time ? So for you to be telling me i've fucked up in the past is a waste of breath , because at this point I really am caring what you have to say .
For now i ' m going to let my hair down and be trasparent for awhile, I mean, after all isn't that what you want ?
i'm finally falling to the bottom of the end .
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