& I will walk on water , & youuu will catch me if I fall

If i could just see you , everything would be alright .

finally, something seems to be going right. but at the same time, i know how things could be. but it is still worth it, although i am not honestly doing anything to change it. but i can't seem to stop searching, even though i know nothing is there. as my head spins in every direction, my head is filled with the thought that maybe i actually could make you as happy as you make me. you say you walk a thin line between what you are and what you really could be, your getting closer to something  you can't understand, cause lovee , there is a crack in your plastic crown. and no , your head is not filled with cartoons and fairy tales, what your really thinking of is the dungeon your are in, filled with dolls with plastic smiles on their faces. candy cane prison bars and chains that look like jewlery. but as we both know, and havc known, we couldn't ever be anything but ourselves, for we would both be lost in a world where nothing is clear, somewhat like how people see us. so i would appreciate it greatly if you could tell me how long i have been in this storm, waiting for it to pass.

[ & i am getting lost in your eyes , but everythig is alright . because i know you didn't bring me out here to drown }